[ That's not what he was expecting to hear. Nico has gotten used to his lot in life as son of Hades. Even his own father said that his children were rarely happy.
Sorry Akira but he's sort of falling into you and letting himself cry. ]
[Akira doesn't want to say that they don't know what happens to people who fall off. In this crazy place, maybe it wasn't a death sentence. But he couldn't be certain enough to give Nico false hope.
[ Whether she's dead or alive, Nico doesn't know. He'd done it to save Vanitas and Eraqus - balance. And now the dam idiot was the one up for execution. Wanted everyone to vote for him.
Which he wants to doubt the plan - whatever it is - but both of them are counting on him to do his part.
He'll just... nod. Rubbing his eyes red to wipe away the tears. ]
At first it was because... your friend had died and you were so shaken up about that. I didn't know much about you, only that you'd been accused of murder by someone from an alternate world. That you were angry at the person who did do it.
[ He shudders and not from the chill. ]
I felt guilty, getting close to you while I planned to do the same thing to others.
[ Like he didn't deserve any of Akira's kindness and acceptance. ]
Then Friday. Gods, I didn't even want to leave the house but at the same time, didn't want to leave you alone. When you told me about your own life... I thought you'd hate me for sure after you found out. You were forced to kill people, I just did it willingly.
[ Everything is fine and normal... well as normal as they can get in the situation.
But then Akira has to go and say that to him. Nico's eyes go wide, his full face flushes because no one has outright said that. Sure, Vanitas has hinted what he'd like...
He stares at the other teen for a very long minute. ]
Baka... [ His voice is fond even with that one word.
Nico proceeds to lean in to give him a kiss, longer and lingering and oh so grateful. ]
[And Akira presses back, still eager and sinking into it fully despite the situation... He can't help but bring a hand up to cradle Nico's face, his thumb swiping over the damp skin.]
[ His whole body shifts, one leg moving so that he's straddling Akira's lap though keeping a semi-respectable distance considering they are currently outside and not yet dating.
Hands come up, his right sliding up starting at Akira's heart until it rests on his shoulder while the other dives gently into the other's hair. Nico pulls back after a long minute and presses their foreheads together. ]
I like you... a lot. And I want to try this. All three of us. [ This plan - whatever it all involves, he's trusting them both. ] So think about being my boyfriend too. Please.
[ They'll have to leave soon for the voting and execution, not really the time to gain a new boyfriend. ]
[ There's a small smile when Akira agrees to think about it. Nico can't help but press another short, but sweet kiss to his lips. ]
I'm glad.
[ Even though the other says that and Nico nods in agreement, he's just going to stay there for another minute. Gazing at Akira's face with a softness and wonderment he hasn't before. Just absorbing the fact that he isn't being pushed away. Finally: ]
Yeah. [ He's very reluctant to unwrap himself and get to his feet, but he manages. Then Nico holds out a hand and should Akira take it - will find that he's stronger than appearances imply. ]
If there's ever anything you want to know about me, just ask. If it's you, I could probably say it all.
He loses his breath at that fond, lingering gaze, feeling his face heat.
He lets Nico take his time in pulling away. When he gets up and says that to him, there's a brief flash of doubt in Akira's eyes. His brow tenses, but only for a moment. And then he reaches out and lets the other boy help him up.]
[ Nico continues to hold his hand as they make their way back inside where it's warm. Letting their shoulders and arms brush. ]
Guess I should start by saying... I don't actually remember much about my life before I was ten. After my mother was killed by Zeus, dad washed away mine and my sister's memories away in the River Lethe. Zeus was aiming to kill us because of some stupid prophecy. That's why we ended up in that hotel for seventy years, never aging.
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Date: 2019-09-14 01:55 am (UTC)[ That's not what he was expecting to hear. Nico has gotten used to his lot in life as son of Hades. Even his own father said that his children were rarely happy.
Sorry Akira but he's sort of falling into you and letting himself cry. ]
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Date: 2019-09-14 02:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-09-14 02:20 am (UTC)Akira doesn't know everything... not yet. ]
After Mira and Vanitas talked, she listened to this song Eraqus had for her. As the sun rose, I put her into a deep sleep and....
[ His gaze goes to the edge of the island. ] Watched her fall, still alive.
It was the second time I watched someone I cared about fall into an abyss I wasn't sure they'd survived. Unable to save them the way I wanted to.
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Date: 2019-09-14 02:28 am (UTC)[Akira doesn't want to say that they don't know what happens to people who fall off. In this crazy place, maybe it wasn't a death sentence. But he couldn't be certain enough to give Nico false hope.
He rubs his back.]
... we should go to the bathhouse later.
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Date: 2019-09-14 02:46 am (UTC)Which he wants to doubt the plan - whatever it is - but both of them are counting on him to do his part.
He'll just... nod. Rubbing his eyes red to wipe away the tears. ]
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Date: 2019-09-14 08:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-09-14 11:54 pm (UTC)I thought you'd be... disgusted. Want nothing to do with me.
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Date: 2019-09-15 12:10 am (UTC)[He holds up two fingers.]
Your or Vanitas' lives at stake.
That's all it'd take for me.
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Date: 2019-09-15 12:19 am (UTC)[ He shudders and not from the chill. ]
I felt guilty, getting close to you while I planned to do the same thing to others.
[ Like he didn't deserve any of Akira's kindness and acceptance. ]
Then Friday. Gods, I didn't even want to leave the house but at the same time, didn't want to leave you alone. When you told me about your own life... I thought you'd hate me for sure after you found out. You were forced to kill people, I just did it willingly.
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Date: 2019-09-15 01:02 am (UTC)You still don't get it.
I don't care if you're the biggest damn hypocrite in the world, Nico. Because you're mine.
[His hand comes around to rest on the back of Nico's head.]
And I'll let you get away with murder a thousand times over.
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Date: 2019-09-15 01:09 am (UTC)But then Akira has to go and say that to him. Nico's eyes go wide, his full face flushes because no one has outright said that. Sure, Vanitas has hinted what he'd like...
He stares at the other teen for a very long minute. ]
Baka... [ His voice is fond even with that one word.
Nico proceeds to lean in to give him a kiss, longer and lingering and oh so grateful. ]
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Date: 2019-09-15 02:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-09-15 02:37 am (UTC)Hands come up, his right sliding up starting at Akira's heart until it rests on his shoulder while the other dives gently into the other's hair. Nico pulls back after a long minute and presses their foreheads together. ]
I like you... a lot. And I want to try this. All three of us. [ This plan - whatever it all involves, he's trusting them both. ] So think about being my boyfriend too. Please.
[ They'll have to leave soon for the voting and execution, not really the time to gain a new boyfriend. ]
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Date: 2019-09-15 05:56 pm (UTC)I will.
[He lets the touch to his face linger just a bit longer.]
We should get back.
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Date: 2019-09-15 06:04 pm (UTC)I'm glad.
[ Even though the other says that and Nico nods in agreement, he's just going to stay there for another minute. Gazing at Akira's face with a softness and wonderment he hasn't before. Just absorbing the fact that he isn't being pushed away. Finally: ]
Yeah. [ He's very reluctant to unwrap himself and get to his feet, but he manages. Then Nico holds out a hand and should Akira take it - will find that he's stronger than appearances imply. ]
If there's ever anything you want to know about me, just ask. If it's you, I could probably say it all.
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Date: 2019-09-17 03:24 pm (UTC)He loses his breath at that fond, lingering gaze, feeling his face heat.
He lets Nico take his time in pulling away. When he gets up and says that to him, there's a brief flash of doubt in Akira's eyes. His brow tenses, but only for a moment. And then he reaches out and lets the other boy help him up.]
Yeah... same goes for me.
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Date: 2019-09-17 06:41 pm (UTC)Guess I should start by saying... I don't actually remember much about my life before I was ten. After my mother was killed by Zeus, dad washed away mine and my sister's memories away in the River Lethe. Zeus was aiming to kill us because of some stupid prophecy. That's why we ended up in that hotel for seventy years, never aging.